A, 谢谢你。虽然我们只是刚认识对方，我能感受到你是一个非常不错的人，也是一个非常值得交的朋友。我知道，你是一个很专一，十分体贴的好好男人，是我会欣赏的类型。但，我和你的年龄是个问题。除此之外，我不打算现在投入新的恋情。理由很简单，那就是我的伤还没全愈。我需要一段很长的时间。毕竟，我还放不下他。虽然他已move on in life, 但我还在原地踏步。我和他的一切，不是说一两三下子就能忘得一干二净的。 因为，我周围的物品、地方、做某些事、甚至吃和睡都让我勾起我和他的回忆。我相信缘份。一切还是顺其自然吧！希望你能明白。
J．你也是。以上的话也是我想对你说的。我知道，不管我说什么，你还是会“坚直到底”。虽然你的年龄还ok, 但我再强调；我不打算现在投入新的恋情。我相信缘份。一切还是顺其自然吧！
Why can’t it just be you?
I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch
There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by
If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile
To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away
If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you...
